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Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: place inside my head
Favourite genre of music: j-rock, rave music, etc.
Favourite style of art: any
Operating System: windows XP, Windows7
MP3 player of choice: my red iPod
Shell of choice: linkshells lol
Wallpaper of choice: currently Renji Abarai from Bleach
Skin of choice: mine O.o
Favourite cartoon character: too many to list
Personal Quote: do what you love
Favourite Quote: "Life's a banquet and most poor sons of bitches are starving"~Lucille Ball in Mame
  • Mood: Tired
  • Reading: Briget Jones: Mad About the Boy
  • Watching: Space Dandy
  • Playing: want to play Final Fantasy XIV: A Realm Reborn
  • Eating: had nachos
  • Drinking: had orange cran-cherry juice
I understand death is a part of life. I have a really hard time accepting it. I lost my godmother recently. She was a huge part of my life. She couldn't have children of her own so I saw myself as the daughter she never had. She was beautiful, smart, caring, and loving. She taught me a lot and always gave excellent advice. I am very blessed to have had her in my life. She help mold me into a who I am. She lived life to the fullest and always had a smile on her face no matter what came her way.

I am super close to my family and I hate the fact that I am literally across the country from them. I understand that its a side effect of being "married to the military" but it causes me to spend a lot of money to see my family. I don't want to sound like I'm complaining but it just sucks either way. At least my last memory of when I saw her was in November. I spent a day with her and my mother. We drove around Florida. We laughed and had a great time. We went to the beach and ate a bunch of good food. That's how I want to remember her through all of the good times. I keep beating myself up because I was so focused on working in order to make money to survive. If I could've seen into the future I wouldn't have gone to Animazement, I would've spent that time going home to see her. I keep blaming myself for it. God had other plans.

I know she's with family now. With her mother and father, and my grandparents. I know she's not suffering or in pain. I can't wrap it around my head that I will not physically see her anymore. When I go to her house she won't be there, I won't hear her laughing, or singing, or have her embrace me with open arms. That's what I will miss the most. And I'm worried about my uncle. She loved him more than words can say. She was his rock and he's lost without her. Matt's not taking this loss so well. She touched a lot of peoples' lives. She loved unconditionally. I hope to follow in her footsteps and be the glue that brings people together. I love you Aunt Yvette, please continue to watch over me as you always have <3

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YurixTheWanderer Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Artist

Good day. I wish to extend this invitation to all those who participated through commissions and trades, views and reads of my works related to my ongoing novel series, ‘Upon a Star’. This invite is to join, participate in, or simply view my group site dedicated to the universe I created thanks to this story. Check it out here at

SebastiansSire Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Merry Christmas Sis, I hope all is well. 
Wowza48 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
happy birthday
ladyryu Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you!
Wowza48 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Maeshimmermoon Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2014
Its Bae i forgot my DA password and my email lol
ladyryu Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
hey! are you on XIV?!!
Maeshimmermoon Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2014
No not yet
OtoriAtokata Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
ty fr the fav lady!  Also dont forget to log on to ffxiv and get the shantotto minion Black Mage Hadoken 
ladyryu Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I got her last night on my main ^_^
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